Phone sex is HOT!

My day went like this...exercised this morning, went to the store, masturbated in my truck while listening to my Sir cum (That was HOT!!!), hung out at the house for a while, picked the kids up, took them to an art class, came home & cooked dinner, got online, now I'm about to go to sleep in a little while.

After the phone sex this morning, I am now hornier than I was before it happened. I knew that would be the result. I can go a while without sex, but once I cum, I crave it....my pussy throbs, I cum out of the blue (at a red light, walking through the grocery store, cooking dinner). So, I'm restless as hell right now., but I'll be okay. Did I mention this morning was HOT? LOL!!! My Sir's reactions to me were awesome. I'm all about pleasing the person I'm with. So, if I feel like they are enjoying the moment it's SO much better for me. And, I loved listening to him...talking to me, calling me his little girl and his bitch, encouraging me to cum over and over and over again, him cumming on his end. The words were all a blur afterwards, but the feeling was best thing in the world.

I haven't had sex since the 18th and I haven't had time to go get any from anyone outside of my house. I'm actually pretty okay with that right now. You may not believe this but I can actually go for a while without having sex. It's when I'm having sex that I crave more and more. When I'm not getting it though, there just comes a point where it doesn't really matter and that's where I am right now. Reginald actually called me the other day (which you know we rarely do) to tell me that he really wanted some of my pussy. He said he needed to just let me know that...lol.

Jay asked me the other day if I had talked to Melanie lately. I told him no and at some point in the conversation he said that he didn't think I really like women. It kinda caught me off guard (just because I wasn't expecting him to say that), but I told him that I don't like women. They get on my nerves. I like to fuck them, but I have no desire to talk to them or form a friendship. As I was telling him this, it hit me how true that is. Every woman that I have ever been with has been someone Jay knew first. I like it that way. The only one that I've had any kind of friendship with was the girlfriend and I think that was only because I thought she would be around as part of the family. Anyway, I plan on calling Melanie tomorrow, just to keep the lines of communication open.

UGH!!!

Jay changed his mind the other day and told me to go on and see Reginald. I declined....just figured it would cause way too many issue. He asked me today if PD and I were starting back up (because we were talking on the phone). I told him that I didn't think we were. His response was...I hope not. When I asked why, he said he didn't want to talk about it. So, I just let it go.

There's a lot I don't NEED

Reginald asked me to come over tomorrow. So, I asked Jay if that was okay. Of course, that led to a whole conversation about why I even need to go over there. Somewhere in there he threw in that he knows I have (physical) needs, so I should just go and if he couldn't deal with it, I would just have to understand. Then, he brought up how things used to be about us and now they're not. (The same argument I have been giving him since he first decided to start his relationship with his girlfriend a couple of years ago.) To top all of that off, he started talking about how I do stuff with Reginald that I don't do with him.

Okay, now I'm a little pissed. No, I do not NEED to go see Reginald. I do feel like I should because when I do want to see him, unless he's out of town, he sees me. Jay says that he has a lot on his mind and I'm just adding to his issues. I told him that he needs to be honest then and tell me that he doesn't want me to see anyone because, like I've always said, the whole back-and-forth gets on my damn nerves.

Replaced?

Reginald called me Saturday. He wanted to know who had replaced him. He said he was okay if someone had...he just needed to know. I thought it was hilarious! I assured him that no one had replaced him and that I have just been busy. He was okay with that answer.

TMI Tuesday

Have you ever...

1. been married? yes

2. been divorced? been remarried? yes and yes

3. had sex at a wedding reception? no

4. had sex with someone you first met at a wedding or wedding reception? no

5. given a a toast to the bride and groom? no

It's funny that today's TMI questions are about marriage. My anniversary was this past Saturday. Jay and I have been married 11 years.

Since the questions were a little on the boring side, I thought I'd add a wedding dance video. Here ya go...

Still no sex

...nothing more to say about that really.

He just doesn't get it

Jay and I talked yesterday...about sex. I was telling him that I would like him to be more aggressive especially when it's been a while since I've had sex. He said he understood, told me to put the kids to bed early, and meet him at the door when he came home. So, I did all that...still no sex. I am convinced that he is just unmotivated. He's just not a 'take it' kinda person. Before he left for work, I had told him that I think he's afraid to do what I ask. Last night, he said that he had been thinking about it at work and he just didn't understood how someone forcing me can be such a turn-on. Like I said, he's just not that kind of person.

HNT

There really is no story here. This was one of my first pair of low-rise jeans. Apparently, Jay liked the view when I bent over.

Happy HNT!!! Don't forget to visit everyone over at .

TMI Tuesday

Have you ever...

1. had sex with someone ten years older or younger than you?
yes

2. drawn from a nude model or been a nude model?
do photos count? if so, yes i have.

3. had sex at a company Christmas party?
nope
4. had a blind date?
nope

5. slept with a teacher?
a teacher, but not my own teacher

Bonus (as in optional): had sex with someone within an hour of meeting them?
yep

Rough Sex

You know what I don't understand? The whole idea that because you care about someone you can't see yourself hurting them even if that is what they want. I can tell Jay that I want him to be rough, but he's still not going to do it. He's afraid that he'll hurt me and just can't see himself doing that. Bullshit! So, instead there are times that I am left feeling unfulfilled. I just don't see how he can't understand that especially when I've told him that one of the things I really like about seeing Reginald is that he's rough with me at times.

That's my thought for today. I'm horny and I want someone to pull my hair, throw me against the wall, pull my clothes off, and take the pussy. I want to be spanked and choked and put to bed. I don't think that's a lot to ask, but apparently I'm wrong.


Touch the Darkness

OK...Now, I'm Scared

Today, I sent my usual good morning to my Sir. I followed that by telling him that I was horny. The conversation then went like this...

my Sir: So cum

Me: I will later, but not the way I want to.

my Sir: And what way is that?

Me: I want it to be taken

my Sir: If I were there I would

Me: I know you would

my Sir: You deserve a good beatdown fuck

Me: What the heck is that?

my Sir: When I am in that mood, its a three-hole fuck

Me: Yep...I knew I should be scared. Though I've been there/done that, I envision it being on a whole other level with you.

my Sir: Imma make you sign a waiver...lol

Me: The thing is...I know you're serious and it scare the crap outta me, but I am so turned on right now.

my Sir: You need to be scared, LG. You have this thing going on where Jay, Charles, and Reginald let you run around willy nilly. They don't get it. You are the type of woman that responds to her hair being pulled and being owned sexually. You want to be respected but treated like a slut and owned like a whore.

Me: Well, Charles is gone, but yeah...I see your point. lol

my Sir: You know what I mean. You LOVE being a slut...it makes you feel good.

Me: You know me too well.

my Sir: You haven't properly been used Little Girl.

Me: I agree with you.

my Sir: I can see you at a party and being my personal sex toy...make you suck and fuck whomever I want.

Me: I have no issues being your sex toy as long as I get to have you as well.

my Sir: The first and last at the least

There really is nothing that I can add. The conversation says it all. He will be holding a swingers party later this year and I am SO hoping that I will be able to attend. The whole idea is scary, intriguing, and thoroughly exciting.

TMI Tuesday - Dating Edition

1. What was the last movie you saw on a date?

I honestly have a horrible memory so I'm just going to take a guess and say it was Seven Pounds. I really think that Jay and I have gone to the movies since that though. However, we do have pans to see Star Trek soon.

2. What was the last meal you had on a date?
Let's see...stuffed mushrooms. We stopped at a bar before coming home. I was hungry so I had an appetizer with my drinks.

3. When was the last time you made out in the car on a date? More?
Hmmm...I think the last time I made out in a car was with Charles but we weren't technically in the car. He met me for a quick bite one evening. He walked me to my truck. I was sitting inside and he was standing in the open door.
As for more...I'm pretty sure it was with Jay a few months ago.

4. When using dating websites, do you think you are more likely to find a "hook up" or a relationship? Relationship...although, it may mot be a full-blown "feelings" relationship. When I meet people, we typically become friends and stay that way even if we decide to not see one another anymore. Assuming Charles sticks with what he said about us not being friends, he would be the first guy that I've been with and had absolutely no contact with afterwards.

5. Do you have any special "first" date rituals? Flowers, certain restaurant, etc.
None at all

BONUS QUESTION: Do you believe in sex on the first date? Can a relationship bloom if you have sex on the first date?
I sure do!!! :)
Jay and I had sex on our first date so I'd have to say yes.

HAPPY TMI TUESDAY!!